Remember that most women in your porn are double your age. I dont condone CP, but the people in porn are getting taken advantage of too. Just because they're older hardly changes the fact that they can make better decisions. They still want to fuck things to feel good, now they just want money for it. They're loose and worn out, and everything is scripted. Most probably havent actually experienced real love in years. Just because you watch "normal" porn doesnt make you that much better pal.