Anonymous 5504adfd796b7e35287e229d64619625 started this discussion 3 months (2008-08-28 05:33:17 UTC) ago:
Now I am wondering if this is another fetish people have (other then Christians trying to be Jesus). Because sometimes I had fantasies that I was being tied to a cross and left in the hot sun. This I had where I was either a male or female, so equal on that part. When I fantasized as a woman on the cross, the cross was usually laid down on the ground and I was being raped by the entire village, both male and female. When I fantasized about being a male on the cross, it was usually where I was just a big hero like Jesus where my wife and family looked on with crying faces. Now I want to know, do people really get these crucifixion fantasies or am I just weird?
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Anonymous 60e3453c2b6eebfa7267424aa4b69642 replied with this 3 months (2008-08-28 10:50:54 UTC) ago, 5 hours later (#55,135):
I don't but I would like to take the time to analyse your fetish.
If it is specifically a crucifix that excites you most, then this is most likely because of a christian background. Sexuality was strictly taboo and 'evil' in the religious doctrines which scum believe in, and so the breaking of this taboo excites you.
Anonymous 5504adfd796b7e35287e229d64619625 (OP) replied with this 3 months (2008-08-28 11:01:13 UTC) ago, 10 minutes later (#55,137):
@55,135Growing up my mother was Catholic, but I am not really religious. I really do not believe in anything now, so basically I'm an atheist.
Anonymous 60e3453c2b6eebfa7267424aa4b69642 replied with this 3 months (2008-08-28 11:46:31 UTC) ago, 45 minutes later (#55,146):
Well what you are now doesn't really matter, the seeds were embedded when you were small.
Anonymous 5504adfd796b7e35287e229d64619625 (OP) replied with this 3 months (2008-08-28 11:47:34 UTC) ago, 1 minute later (#55,147):
@55,146Could that also be why I think women are suppose to be the submissive gender and wish to be one because of that?
Anonymous 60e3453c2b6eebfa7267424aa4b69642 replied with this 3 months (2008-08-28 12:08:54 UTC) ago, 21 minutes later (#55,151):
Most likely this is the case; I myself would say yes. However I am not a professional psychologist. The unconcious mind is a powerful thing. You should read a few books by Freud and Lacan, possibly Jung, especially Totem and Taboo, The Ego and the Id, The Future of an Illusion, Society and its Discontents by Freud for starters. Not all of this is relevant to your question but it is important to know nonetheless
Anonymous cba9265432f7007312f3d665daa821b1 replied with this 3 months (2008-08-28 22:02:35 UTC) ago, 10 hours later (#55,304):
I think you probably watched "The passion of the Christ" too much, my good man.
Anonymous 5504adfd796b7e35287e229d64619625 (OP) replied with this 3 months (2008-08-29 00:57:19 UTC) ago, 3 hours later (#55,362):
@55,304Never seen the movie and do not want to see it.
I have been watching a lot of Crucifixion shows on the History Channel though.
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