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Topic: Is it possible to be so paranoid that you make yourself sick?

Anonymous a02f33b485120798e443555a1e063974 started this discussion 3 months (2008-09-05 09:36:23 UTC) ago:

Alright, so one night. Which I believe was during a blood or new moon. I remember my brother and I were playing a game of Magic the Gathering. Right at the end of the game, I got a pain in my chest and I could hardly breath the entire night. I had a hard time catching my breath and I was frighten the entire night. I had to sleep in my mother's room just so I could have somebody there.

Now ever since then I have been having very bad headaches before I go to bed and I tend to go to bed around 4 am then wake up around 10 or 11 am in the morning. Sometimes later such as 1 pm. However I do not have these headaches when I woke up. They always seem to be a small random times or bad at night. I also tend to get sweaty. Anyways, ever since that night I have been afraid of going to sleep thinking I might not wake up again.

I have been having some terrible gas from my behind and some horrid stomach cramps. So I am wondering, is it possible that; that one night scared me enough to make myself paranoid? And if so, is this enough to make myself sick due to lack of sleep and other things. My headaches seem to occur in the back of my head, front, and in my eyes. Occasional on the side of my head, but not likely. Perhaps stress of what to in my life is getting to me, see as I am a senior in high school now and I am thinking of college, careers, future family, etc. Could this also be a possibility?

Anonymous 3a5d780e4a07da1a1cb0988bb4a95cea replied with this 3 months (2008-09-05 09:48:25 UTC) ago, 12 minutes later (#57,656):

Yes, being really stressed out can give you an upset stomach and headaches. (Thus the whole, "calm down or you'll get an ulcer" thing). Regardless if it's caused by stress or not, if you have insurance, you should definitely see a doctor very soon about this. A licensed psychologist might be a good idea too, if you think it's really a behavioral thing that happens just when you are going to bed.

Anonymous a02f33b485120798e443555a1e063974 (OP) replied with this 3 months (2008-09-05 09:58:24 UTC) ago, 10 minutes later (#57,659):

@57,656

One problem, my mother won't take me unless it's the emergency room for free. She is a fucking bitch and still, she is poor as hell and I have no health insurance whatsoever. Even on that night when I thought I was having a heart attack, I asked if could go to the docter and all she did was make up fucking god damn excuses on getting out of it. Like, "if it's your time to go, then it's time" or shit like, "your too young to have a heart attack." (18)

Anonymous 383bc37eddeb5f67aab74e7c2b8df8bd replied with this 3 months (2008-09-05 13:00:39 UTC) ago, 3 hours later (#57,674):

@57,659

Seems like you've got yourself a shitty mother that won't take their child to hospital when it's in need.

Anonymous b59b57e7f32a2714d7a26cdb71c946fa replied with this 3 months (2008-09-05 16:42:07 UTC) ago, 4 hours later (#57,708):

Anxiety attck — google it. Mimics a heart attack.

Anonymous a02f33b485120798e443555a1e063974 (OP) replied with this 3 months (2008-09-06 02:37:07 UTC) ago, 10 hours later (#57,829):

@57,674

Please do not remind me, however I do trust some of her import. She was studying to become a medical assistant. And of course we are too god damn poor.

Anonymous a02f33b485120798e443555a1e063974 (OP) replied with this 3 months (2008-09-06 04:44:42 UTC) ago, 2 hours later (#57,850):

@57,708

That's funny, because that is what my mom told me. xD

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