I am scared to death sometimes that I will see a wolf's head instead of my own looking back at me through the mirror. That would mean that I finally had gone insane. And it would be so fucking scary.

It seems as if as long as I am aware that I am not "insane", I cannot truly go "insane" in that sense. While I speak to myself inside my head, it's "reasoning" and not random gibberish and simply a result of me being so lonely.

I hope that I will never truly go crazy. I have never once had a "unnatural sight", but I always fear that I some day will…

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You're crazy OP.

When I go into my bathroom and look into the mirror, I can't stand to have the door open behind me. It just creeps me the fuck out.

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It's a complete must for me to have the door closed and locked…

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I know what you mean. I start imagining things going on behind me, like a body silently floating past the doorway.

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Common, primitive fears. An evolutionary trait. You're not crazy.

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I… do not relate.

Insane people are not always aware that they are insane. You may be insane and not realize it.

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I think I had something similar to this once, when I was feeling super paranoid and was super depressed. You need to get yourself in a happier state.

Start by getting up in the morning early when you first wake and not just laying there. Just do it. Don't think about doing it, just do it. Wake up with a jump to get the day going. Give yourself the gift of daily exercise, preferably first thing in the morning and perhaps a bit in the evening. You'll feel elated after, even if it is like hard work.

If you are feeling really depressed at any point, go for a really long, hard run. Really push yourself until you just don't have enough blood or energy to think. You'll find that you actually feel elated afterwards.

Make sure you get into the habit of a good sleep pattern. Eat healthy foods where possible and avoid junk foods and stimulants like coffee and sugar.

Finally, give yourself the gift of self commitment. Commit to yourself to do these things for your own self benefit. Really Commit and re-commit daily every morning. Practise this and you can add to your commitments.

If it helps, I've had hallucinations, voices in my head and suicidal thoughts before but crazy I'm not, even though at the time I was certain I was. Crazy is just a stupid label for retards who don't understand people as well as they should and for stupid ass old-school psychologists. Just look up NLP and you'll see that it can cure a lot of people who were clinically thought of/diagnosed as Crazy.

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You are not crazy, I have same feelings too. Probably lots of others, too. Maybe we have all watched too many horror movies!?

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