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Freshman year. September 2006. School football game. I notice this girl that I like, it was at the point where I just noticed her in the hallways but didn't even know her name, the beginning stages. Anyway I was in the pep band and I look behind me and see her, god, she was soo awesome looking and I still remember what she was wearing. Someone shouted her name, Caroline, and that's when I learned her name. The next day, Saturday, she was my first thought and I realized that I had a crush on her. I found out she had a boyfriend (looked like Corbin Bleu) but it didn't bother me too much. Flash forward to January 2007 and I see her at an honors awards breakfast and I notice she doesn't pay any attention to her boyfriend and I found out they broke up. She got an award for high honor roll and for being in the top 25, so I knew she was smart, which made her more attractive to me. She created a Facebook account and I lurked the **** out of it from January to May. During Spring break I couldn't stop thinking about her. When I got back home I saved some of her pics to my PSP. On May 28th, the day before the last day of school, I made a huge mistake. I looked at the pictures in her profile of her and her friends in her neighborhood. I noticed there was a pond, so using Google Earth, I outlined the school district and scanned over neighborhoods with ponds and the size of the houses and with the help of a few landmarks was able to pinpoint her house. I know, that is creepy as hell. It makes me feel pathetic when I reflect on that night. Feeling awesome for my skills, I bragged about it to Random Insanity and it became a huge topic. They of course asked for pics and I delivered and someone asked for the link to her profile and again, I delivered. Someone told her and she blocked anyone that isn't on her friends list and everything that made it impossible to view it. People knew I had a crush on her so she eventually found out it was me. During summer school gym, I notice her and her friends all suddenly look in my direction and mumble to each other. Her and her friends and a lot of other people thought I was stalking her. I
l'll admit it was weird and creepy but was I really stalking her? I hated myself. I hated that school and switched to a different one before sophomore year, but not because of her. Now for Junior year, I'm back. I still have a crush on her and I still have those pics on my PSP dating back to April of last year. Now I know after you guys read that, you view me as the creepy stalker. You think I should just give up and move on because there are other girls out there. Even if you believe there is a 0% chance of me getting this girl to like me I want to know what I can do to make those odds more favorable to me. Again, even if you think there is NO CHANCE at all, what is the least I could do.

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Not so much long as it is compressed. Fucking wall of text. And shitty headline.

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is it 100% confirmed she knew you were the one that posted on Random Insanity? Or are you just assuming she knows its you.

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100%…I think.

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I think you ships sunk for the whole school, wait till college… or try and play off it wasn't you

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I've read this story before rendering it a re-post with maybe moderate re-wording. What's the point? Sooner or later I'm sure another anon can ascertain this.

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You should just talk to her rather than keeping her at a distance and putting her on a pedestal in your mind. The worst that could happen is that she calls you a creep. But you could make a joke out of it. Like show how good you are at tracking people down from photos. Perhaps you could do it to more people so that she doesn't feel 'special' any more. That way she might have a bit more curiosity into you.

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Might not actually be a bad idea. If you're feeling particularly brave, you could just ask if you could talk to her for a moment. Tell her how everything came to happen, and apologize for the situation. This is your chance to show her that you're not a creep. A lot of people do what you did, there's nothing crazy about it. I know I do it because I enjoy the challenge of finding information about people through indirect means, but I'm really not one of those stalker creeps stereotypes. At the very least, you can get the whole thing off your chest. If she is as smart as you said she is, she'll understand the situation and forgive you.

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