OK, so i have a court order to report to the swine station for the next 15 years of my life every 3 months and for 2 years on an intensive supervision order. This includes speaking to a corrections officer and a psychologist.

Its been 7 months so far and in this time, i have had 5 different corrections officers and 2 different psychologists because staff changes all the fucking time. After my second psychologist left, all i had to do was report to the swines and the correction officer. I talked to my old corrections officer about going back to school to get my IT certificate so i can get a job and start living my life. I agreed and have enrolled and will be starting in the 21st of this month.

I had to report to the corrections officer and she then tells me that they are not happy with my report the psychologist's have written. I ask them what they are not happy about, and she said that we didn't discuss what my "triggers" or some shit. This wasnt my fault though it was the fucking cunt psychologist.

I asked her if i had a choice, and she said that i can see another psychologist or go to sex offenders group therapy or some shit. There is no way in HELL im going to one of those group things fuck that. I would rather kill my self then do that shit.

I asked her what the hell does she mean by "triggers" and she then tells me "what makes you want to lust after girls" how the fuck should i know ? I see a girl that is hot and i get aroused what more is there to say ? I didnt say this though because fuck know what their little brains would think of to punish me even more.

I was all happy about starting my life and going to school again. But now this has made me feel like shit and i dont know how to handle it. All i can think of is the fucking brain torture the psychologist is going to give me again.

The fucking cunt bought alot of shit back from my childhood and that fucked my head up for ages. I suppose that's what their job is. To drive me insane until i commit suicide. This isn't about rehab. Its about "revenge" and "making me pay" and thats all there is to it. They don't want you to get on with your life and become a better person. They want you to suffer as much as possible.

Same goes for the fucking swine i have to see for the next 15 years. Every time i see her, without fucking fail, she has to say something to fuck my day up. Last time i was there, she was printing a paper with the next date i have to see her. This includes all of my info and a big fat "sex offender" title on it. She clicks print and then sais in a cunt voice "oops, i told it to print on a random printer in the office. I better find it we dont want everyone reading that do we"

This other time, as im about to leave, she sais to me "your not going to touch up some little girl walking down the street now are you ?" fuck i wanted to kick the fat cunt in the fat neck.

Sorry for the long post, this is more of a rant. Just needed to clear my head a little.

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Wow… what a bitch. Can't you switch psycologists? I feel for you, man.

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They are government psychologists. I have no choice who i see.

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If you don't mind me asking, what the FUCK did you DO?

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Long story short, i felt my nieces up.

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I'm sure a lot of people here wouldn't mind hearing the long version of the story, if will tell it.

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Run away to a different country. There are a myriad of trade ships, fishing boats, etc, that could drop you off in a different country, Russia is the top choice for you though I think. They are mostly too busy dying and killing and raping to give a damn about you. Go to Russia, get an education there after learning Russian, which will also expand your brain and add to your brain's processing capabilities, and do what you want. Don't ever register with any government thing, never fil out any forms, etc., and they won't even know you exist.

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You're not going to get anywhere with education certificates because they are merely a symbol of obedience to earn acceptance which to some of us is impossible by default and in your case it's impossible because of the registry. You say that you are trying for a normal life - don't bother, they have taken that away from you permanently. It's good that you understand that the pigs are like this, but you have to understand that pretty much everyone is. Good people are hard to find, most are drones that are prodded along on a roller coaster of guilt. True power is not given, it is taken; in your case you will have to break outside of the trap they have made for you. What is the trap?
- They want you to kill yourself
- They want you to molest children or "children"
- They want you to possess child pornography, a long-used excuse to persecute us
- They want other reasons to hurt you
- They will make impossible terms to force you to violate the terms so they can say you were uncooperative and trap you even further
- And if they don't succeed with that, you will work all the time and never realize the fruits of your labors
And to support this trap they will take away your basic human needs so you will have to break their rules to obtain them. They will do whatever they can to prevent you from meeting your social needs as well as economic self-sufficiency. Your nature requires that sexual needs cannot be met through cookie cutter methods, you must innovate to meet them.
Don't let them profit at your expense. As long as you work within their system you will work harder than everyone else and get paid less, and they will lie about you all the time and say you're not working hard enough while they stand around and watch you do everything. If you're going to stay within the system you need to follow these guidelines:
- Gain at their expense whenever possible
- Work within the system only enough to meet your economic needs - this also reduces the amount that goes to taxes
- Minimize your expenditures. Produce goods whenever possible as this is tax-exempt.
The most important thing is that you don't want them to sack all your hard work - this is why you need to keep your assets minimal. In Texas they confiscated someone's house for possessing child porn. Don't own property, rent. Drive a cheap car, motorcycle (better), or bicycle (best). If you do what they tell you to do then you will end up working 14 hours a day for 20 years then they will give you the death penalty and confiscate your possessions for some bullshit reason. This is your destiny - you are at odds with humanity in general. Never give anyone anything or help anyone unless you can profit from it.
And if you can't survive using these tools, you know what to do.

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Well to be honest the only thing that i own is my car which is like worth $500 max and my computer ( i rent a house).

Funny you mentioned CP because when i got arrested, they took my computer away. After it was all over and i came back home, ( after about 6 court hearings and psychologist reports all up like a years worth ) instead of calling me up to collect my computer from them, they brought it back to my house. They never knocked on the door they just beeped for me to come out side.

I went out side and the detective stepped out of the car, opened the trunk and put my pc down on the floor. He then starts talking out loud and said "there was no child porn on the computer but you had heaps of porn on there" His intention was so my neighbors could hear it but it was very early in the morning and no one heard what had happened and no one knew i even got arrested. Suck shit pigs. You failed.

These detectives are fucking pricks. I now know why they are nick named demons because thats what they are. After my interview with the camera, they started talking to me all "buddy" style. One of them, after the others left was saying that he looks at porn all the time "BUT NO CHILD PORN NOTHING LIKE THAT LOL" he actually laughed. I bet he jerks off to all of that CP they have collected over the years the fucking hypocrites.

They have their games, but so do I. Im not going to let them break me.

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That sucks man. Keep the chin up. Just look forward to that 15 year mark. And for fuck's sake, 18+

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I don't understand how anyone can honestly believe that going to prison (or even just getting a mark on your record and doing community service) can be considered 'rehabilitation.' Being rehabilitated infers that your past problems are gone, right?

When you're forced into a sex offender registry, prevented from getting a job or any of the other problems that the reformed are made to cope with, it hardly seems worth it at all. If anything, the whole system seems to exist only to cause criminals to head back to jail.

Moreover, it seems like making mandatory sentences would just encourage worse behavior. If raping someone results in a punishment that's worse than murder, I might as well kill whomever I rape to keep them quiet.

The legal system (in the US, at least) seems really fucked up to me.

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Dude, that woman is crazy. There's got to be a way to get rid of her. Think about a harrassment lawsuit against the precinct? How old were your nieces?

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I too would like to hear the more detailed account of this story. And not for sexual gratification, I just want to know the extent of your offense.

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